November 20, 2007

当不开心的时候该找谁来倾诉呢?

最近心里总是闷闷的。。。我也不晓得到底是什么让我总是心事重重。。。
感觉就像被一块大石头压在身体上连呼吸也不顺畅。。。
其实也不知道什么时候开始的我总是把东西看得那么悲。。。
往往都是想最坏的。。。有时候真的觉得我的世界有点变灰了。。。

不开心的时候向扎个人谈谈。。。可是却找不到一个让我能把心房打开让心事通通都说出来。。。要找个知己其实难吗??要找一个能让我依靠的又能相信的实在是个不简单的任务。。。坐在电脑前面的我,现在只想一个人躺在海滩上望着天空祈祷总有一天乌云都散开给我生活来一些光芒和色彩。。。希望好的一天尽快来到。。。

                            

May 14, 2007

Do3s aGe m@tt3Rs??

To whom ever reading tis blog at the moment..how much do u think does age matters in a relationship?? haiz...tis really killing me...sometimes alot of things that v tend 2 consider too much when choosing a lifetime partner..at some point v actually forget the main purpose of having a lifetime partner...which is BEING HAPPY!! Isn't tat the most important thing of all in a relationship?? Honest speaking i don't  think age is a big factor...but being with some1 younger can i actually have the same security anot le?? Haiz......fan.......pls help giving opinions lerr.....

April 08, 2007

HapPy :-)

It has been a week since i start working...so far im very happy...it seems tat my life has just started 2 sail smoothly..Haiz~but my love life seems 2 be abit empty...hmm..i wonder when wil i be able 2 find some1 really suitable for me?? @.@??

March 16, 2007

LiF3 @s a joBLeSs Qu3eN

Finally my 4 yrs education has ended...tis is da greatest achievement for me...hehe...but job hunting is not as easy as i tot it was...since i haven got myself a job yet all i did was eat.. sleep..n yc wif frens onli...haih wat a boring n meaningless life...tat day i went for a job interview...for da 1st time i was so nervous...i have no idea wat they gonna ask...but fortunately i done quite well...so hopefully wil get a cal from them...hehe...so meanwhile any of my long lost frens here wanna do some catching up pls do call me oh!! right here waiting guys~~

January 07, 2007

LoVe iS LiKe a DeEp WouNd

love is a funny thing...it can mean the whole world 2 u at one time...it can tear ur world apart as well...but y do we still keep falling in and out of love all the time knowing wat it might do 2 us?? recently i had a big argument with my bf..at tat moment i felt like i wanna hurt myself so much cos i was just so depressed..i duno y a guy u love so much can say things that breaks ur heart..i felt  my heart being stab repeatedly...no matter how hard i try i could still feel the pain it caused 2 me...it is just like a deep wound..it will heal but it will take a very very long time to recover...but...no matter how well it heals...it will leave a scar...a scar that will stay forever...same goes 2 love...once hurt...it will nvr be da same again...

October 04, 2006

GudBye SinGLe LiFe~~

hmm...it has been four months since i settle down in a relationship..well it is really nice to have some1 always care about me..hug me 2 sleep..recently i had a fight and something gone wrong in the relationship...luckily now everything is fine and we r now more in love with each other..mayb is a test for both of us..well wat i have learnt is that we should appreciate wat we have now and be happy with it...eventually u will find happiness...

May 29, 2006

LaSt DaY @t OcBc =_=

Today my last day working in ocbc loo...abit ngm se dak o...haih..no choice...ppl muz move on loo...gonna start a new yet busy life liao...wonder wat is ahead for me?? this has been a great experience working in the authorisation department though is only for 3months plus but i have learnt so many things and know so many ppl...so memorable...i hope will nvr stop keep in touch with my ex-colleague here....ciaoz ocbc n frenz~~

May 25, 2006

T.T VeRy TiReD LeRr~~

Haih~~been working 2 nites on nite shift dy...my dark circles more obvious liao le T.T  Very cham lerr...Guess wat...i din even go home le...been to a fren hse after work then nite go back office again...i went to watch X Men The Last Stand today!! Very nice show le...Guys go n watch fast lo...though very tiring but everything consider worthwhile after joking n talking nonsenseday wif my bro n his "fei cai" frens(.no offens ya)...laugh until stomachache le...hahaha...but think gotta diet liao they eat too much liao la!! Eric! gam fei lor! Hahaha =p